TwistedWacko

('',) All Bad... ('',)

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 10:26:08 GMT

*sigh* I'm losing grip with stuff and all that. I don't know sometimes my head is pushin me to stop. I don't know what's makin m feel this way.

I tried finding out what's wrong with me and I almost got myself in trouble. I lied to a friend and sneak behind with his girl, another friend who has feelings for me was used by ignoring what she feels. It's not my intention� I was thinking that it could be the answer to my entire question why am I feelin this void in me� but it's not� now; I'm back in square one�

There are a lot of things goin on in ma head right now� I'm feelin empty though. Usually when I feel bad there's always a song that could make me feel better but lately there's none.. I keep downloading song and playin ma pod again and again hopin that something could make me feel better� *Sigh*

An ol' friend sent me a msg� I did not respond� I honestly don't know what to say, tried to reach ma line but I turned off ma phone off. It's not the first time� I don't know I don't even us ma phone that much lately� somethin bad is goin on�

I went to beach last week with couple of office mates, it was fun� it shows (check out the color). I turned really red and now I'm really dark. We stayed in a big floatin house and underneath it is a fish sanctuary. The place is great, there's this slide coming from the hill that will lead you to the beach, approximately 150feet. Night and day all I did was swim tryin all things I could do under water. Snorkelling took most of my time , I enjoyed watching fishes swim scaring them at the same time hekhekhek.

I almost move out from the place where I'm staying and live with my friends' girl. I know it's wrong and it could lead to a more complicated situation� I guess I'll stay instead�

Hate this!!!!!

'Trying To Reach Out To You Reach My Hand'

Still Tryin To Be Happy

(",) ?????? (",)

Sun, 17 May 2009 09:47:00 GMT

Sorry but don't get me wrong people... I just don't know how I could come up with something that could make someone's life turn the other way around. I, sometimes find it fascinating... Though, yes... it helps a lot and makes me proud in a way it's just that it's giving me more pressure (which I truly enjoy) b'coz I'm like drawing the line for me not to have mistakes... Grrrrr!!!!!!.

Anyway, I have nothing much to discuss hekhekhek... Hmm... daming nangyari lately though... pero wag na anting pagusapan dito hekhekhek palagi namang maraming nangyayari sakin ehhh...

I'm waiting for a friend now, in short napilitan lang akong mag blog kasi nga wala naman akong magawa habang inaantay sya dito hekhek kaya habang wala pa sige surf lang ng surf baby

Carpidiem

('',) Shot Of A Lifetime ('',)

Thu, 14 May 2009 08:11:05 GMT

April 20, 2009

My life's been a roller coaster� I know I'm not the only person who's having the same dilemma but for world peace let me have my right jotting this one. For one, this is my site.

I don't lose focus with my job� I'm always on it� it's just that there's this fuckin day t hat I hate most. When I'm in the office I'm always on my best � I always see to it that regardless of how I feel and what I think people around must see me that I'm the right person for the job which I find not that significant coz I know for a fact that I really can do better. I've proven it many times.

It's been 2 nights that I've been out with friends and I always end up drunk doing stupid things. I'm not really a drinker and I'm open with that. So what if I can drink?! I can dance better! I can sing better! To hell! Hekhekhek!

So there you go. 2 nights of alcohol intoxication! From dusk till dawn drinking session� dance all you want! Sing all the songs you can sing! That includes kiss all the people you can kiss!!! Hekhekehek I woke up yesterday with headache, I feel like my head is going to blow. I have missed 15 calls and guess what?! I'm with someone� someone that I'm not familiar!! I hate it� I'm so fucked up�

Took a shower� the person who's lying on the bed is still sleeping� I don't have idea how� ma head was really pounding like hell� went to bed again and the next thing I know that person was wakin me up saying goodbye� I really can't manage to stand up instead I nod and said take care and closed my eyes again.

I woke up late afternoon and people buggin me of what had happened last night. The only thing I could remember was I arrived in my friends house hungry coz I woke up really late then they gave me a welcome drink which is tequila beer ''Drop Off'' , it's a stupid mix drink where in a shot glass of tequila dropped in a big glass of beer, the moment they drop the shot glass you have to drink it all or else it will drip all over the floor. I haven't eaten during that time� 5 minutes after I took that fuckin mix drink I feel like I'm floating in thin air gaspin and the rest is history.

Moral lesson? Enough with the beer or cognac� start your day with tequila beer and end up in bed with a stranger� hekhekhek!

(",) Have It All (",)

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 07:40:22 GMT

"You can't have all the best things in life" Sino nagsabi nyan ng masaktan ko?! hekehkhek! Nyeta lahat naman ng bagy makukuha mo kung gugustuhin mo eh. It's really up to you kung panu mo sya susungkin! (Magnanakaw?). Seryoso... minsan kasi ang akala natin sa gusto natin yon ang ang the best para tin but then kung iisispin mo halos lahat ng nasa palibot mo the best na depende lang sa pag tanggap ng isip mo. It could be the best problem... the best toy... the best job... the best friends... the best burger... basta the best.

Medyo busy nananaman ako lately, at tamad... madaling araw na akong natulog kaninaconsidering na wala akong pasok today. Hindi ako ng gym kasi tinatad... mdyo nanaginip ako kanina I don't kung kung banongot ba yon or what. Ang sakit sakit ng ulo ko before ako natulog sa puyat tas nagigising gising ako... mga 10AM kanina nahimasmasan ako and talagang naalala ko pa ang panaginip ko. Ewan ko bakit sila ang napanaginipn ko. Mga kaibigan na matagal ko ng indi nakikita at ang takbo g kwento parang totoo... parang nakakagulat lang... possible talaga na nangyari na hindi ko lang nalaman.

Hay...Kailangan ko ng maligo.. nyeta ginugulo na ako ng mga ta I need to go hekhekhek mapapagalitan nanaman ako mamaya dahil ako nanaman ang huling dumating hekhekhek! gala mode.

Let's All Be Happy...

(",) Surprise!!!! (",)

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 21:30:06 GMT

Took me a long time to update ma sitey hekhekhek was damn busy lately.a lot of things need to be done... Good thing is it's starting to pay off. BETTER is what i can say now. I've been working ma ass really hard lately.. I have to know process with my new company and ofcourse know everything about my position all that. I felt exhausted not because the work is tiring but because of the people that I have to deal with hekhek. Compared to my last company work load here is easier. Most of them here complains about the work load they're thinking that it's too much but as for me I find it easier and it's giving me less stress. That made me proud of my previous company... andaming kong natutunan na nagagamit ko ngayon sa new work ko.

One thing that made me like my new company would be Ma Boss, cool and mabait talaga. Hindi mahirap kausap and all. Speaking of boss. A week ago my old boss who were promoted to a higher position sent me a msg and it was a sad thing. she resigned from my previous company as well.She's moving to a new location.I owe a lot of things to her. By the way if you guys rember that I won Wii? she's the new owner hehehehehehe then I have her phone, she's one hell of a Boss... Really pretty and sexy... she knows that people kept on giving her an eye everytime she's around.Good luck Boss L!

And now for the surprise!!!!!!!!!! Tsaran!!! next week I'll be paying my family a visit! isang patunay na mabait ang boss ko kahit hindi pa ako regular pinauwi na ako hehehehehehe. no one knows about this aside from you guys and ofcourse patas naman ang laban kasi hindi nyo naman kilala family ko hekhekhek!

One reason kung bakit ayokong may makaalam ng sitey ko na kilala ko kasi dito lang ako nakakapag sulat ng kung ano ano.Isang rason why I don't give this address to people I know.

(",) Untitled (",)

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 08:36:28 GMT

It's been awhile... (Again?!). Well..busy kasi kaya ganun. nitry ko kasing pagkasyahin lahat nga activities na meron ako sa isang araw pero tuwing umuuwi ako nakabulagta nalang sa kama tas gigising nananaman ng maaga hekhekhek kaya hindi muna ako nga blog at pinasok ko ang pag gygym hekhekhek...

Yup, that's right bumalik na ako sa pagbubuhat ng bangko! este barbel! hehehehehehehe! Ayon maganda ang pinupuntahan ko kasi complete at nakakapag relax ka talaga after mong magpapawis kasi may spa and all that basta maganda.

Nakalipat narin ako ng bahay and it's not as cool dun sa 2 months na pinatirahan nila sakin pero ayos na ako and sooooooooonnnnnn I'll be having a dog... yehey!!!! I'm excited kasi magkaakdoug nanaman ako...

Napakasinungaling ko naman kung sabihin kong hindi ko namimiss mga katrabaho ko dati. Inaupdate nila ako from tiem to time... I'm missin them alot. I'm happy coz most of them nag step up narin. It's makin me smile

Kaya ako naka blog ngayon kasi tinatamad akong mag gym.. rest muna next week nalang kasi medyo busy rin sa work eh.

Pagdating naman sa work I'm enjoying the challenge sobra. I don't pero isa lang ang sure ko now. Msaya ako at mag surprise pa ang boss ko sakin and I'm expecting it before the end of the year. Fingers Crossed!!!!

Bangag ako ngayon ng kunti I need to go home now. Need to chill out a little. Let's All Be Happy!!!!

(",) Sunday! (",)

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 04:03:28 GMT

Well, I've got a new schedule.. and I F**k** hate it!!!!!! hehehehe I can live with it thought. Ayoko lang sya hekhekhek!.

I woke up late dahil nga nagparty kagabi and pag me party may inuman at pag may inuman si Twisted either nabangag or nakatulog sa kalasingan guess what?! *All Of the Above* ang sagot! hekhek! yan talaga ang kahinaan ko hindi ko alam bakit ang bilis kong malasing. I've been training myself sa inuman pero ayaw talaga! huhuhuhuhu!!!

Medyo nahihirapan ako makipag usap sa mga tao dito minsan kasi nga they talk fast and minsan nakasmile nalang ako sa kanila kahit na alam ko naman hindi ko alam pinagsasabi nila tas bigla nalang may eepal at ipromote ang universal language para maintindihan ko tas tawanan nananaman huhuhuhuhu!!! I'm trying to learn kung panu ang salita nila pero most of the time muka lang tanga hekhekhek but I'm enjoying it may mga nag representa ng sarili nila na turuan ako... para sa kanila good luck!!!!

I need to take a shower now, gutom na ako at magpapalaundry pa... Gala mode muna ako hekhekhek

It's A Sunday! Let'z All Be Happy

(",) Still Sick (",)

Tue, 13 Jan 2009 09:47:55 GMT

Got off fro work... still sick... I'm havin hard time breathin...

I don't know why am feelin blue right now. Dahil lang ba kaya sa sakit ko to? may lakad sana ako now after work but cancel nalang kasi mapapagod lang ako at mapupuyat mamaya hindi pa ako gumaling hrmpf! kaya tsaka na muna...

Anyway, nablablanko ako ngayon. Hindi naman ako pagod... wala lang pumapasok sa utak ko ngayon... Ayaw magregister!!!!!

Makapaglakad nalang sa labas!

Regardless! Let's Be Happy Pawin

(",) Rainy And Sick Monday (",)

Mon, 12 Jan 2009 03:57:31 GMT

Dang! I was given 3 days off... I don't know kung dahil feeling nila na stress ako or kung ano man.. hekhekhek! hindi nila alam hindi ako mapalagay ng walang ginagawa.

Bukas pa pasok ko and sobrang naboboryong ako, tinatamad naman akong lumabas kasi umuulan plus! nilalagnat ako. naulanan ako nung Sat night. Tubig tubig lang hindi ko alam kung bakit ayaw na ayaw ko talaga ng gamot.Umiinom lang ako ng gamot kung feeling ko mamamatay na talaga ako or nasa hospital na wala ka na talagang choice kasi binibigay ni Doc...

Kahapon I stayed home the whole day. Natulog ako ng 7AM and nagising ng 2PM. Pag gising ko nilalamig na ako kaya nag hot shower. Hindi ako kumain ng lunch instead kinuha ko ang mahiwagang bag ko at merong dalawang balot ng cracker at yon ang nilantakan ko. Nanood lang ng American Idol 7 Marathon at natapos sya almost 11PM nun lang ako ginanahan lumabas at bumili ng pagkain too bad hindi ko parin naubos..

I'm just hoping na mawala na to mahirap huminga hekhek... Byt next week I'll be working out nanaman... I'm gaining weight and it's a good thing... I have to trim down. 2 years na akong hindi nakakapag gym and I can say that na depress ta;aga ako ng pumayat ako ng sobra hekhekhek bwesit na promotion yan hekhek!

That's all for now... Let'z All Be Happy!!!!

(",) Weekend!!!! (',)

Fri, 09 Jan 2009 08:11:46 GMT

Yeeebah! I'm done with the training... dang! Action na to! yeah!..

Hold On Tight! am about to kick yar ass! lolz! *Sigh*. It's WEEKEND!!! I'll be posting entry next week I need to rush! Time to Farty! Yeah!

Let's All Be Happy