*sigh* I'm losing grip with stuff and all that. I don't know sometimes my head is pushin me to stop. I don't know what's makin m feel this way.

 I tried finding out what's wrong with me and I almost got myself in trouble. I lied to a friend and sneak behind with his girl, another friend who has feelings for me was used by ignoring what she feels. It's not my intention… I was thinking that it could be the answer to my entire question why am I feelin this void in me… but it's not… now; I'm back in square one…

 There are a lot of things goin on in ma head right now… I'm feelin empty though. Usually when I feel bad there's always a song that could make me feel better but lately there's none.. I keep downloading song and playin ma pod again and again hopin that something could make me feel better… *Sigh*

 An ol' friend sent me a msg… I did not respond… I honestly don't know what to say, tried to reach ma line but I turned off ma phone off. It's not the first time… I don't know I don't even us ma phone that much lately… somethin bad is goin on…

 I went to beach last week with couple of office mates, it was fun… it shows (check out the color). I turned really red and now I'm really dark. We stayed in a big floatin house and underneath it is a fish sanctuary. The place is great, there's this slide coming from the hill that will lead you to the beach, approximately 150feet. Night and day all I did was swim tryin all things I could do under water. Snorkelling took most of my time , I enjoyed watching fishes swim scaring them at the same time hekhekhek.

 I almost move out from the place where I'm staying and live with my friends' girl. I know it's wrong and it could lead to a more complicated situation… I guess I'll stay instead…

Hate this!!!!!

'Trying To Reach Out To You Reach My Hand'

 Still Tryin To Be Happy