April 20, 2009

 My life's been a roller coaster… I know I'm not the only person who's having the same dilemma but for world peace let me have my right jotting this one. For one, this is my site.

 I don't lose focus with my job… I'm always on it… it's just that there's this fuckin day t hat I hate most. When I'm in the office I'm always on my best … I always see to it that regardless of how I feel and what I think people around must see me that I'm the right person for the job which I find not that significant coz I know for a fact that I really can do better. I've proven it many times.

 It's been 2 nights that I've been out with friends and I always end up drunk doing stupid things. I'm not really a drinker and I'm open with that. So what if I can drink?! I can dance better! I can sing better! To hell! Hekhekhek!

 So there you go. 2 nights of alcohol intoxication! From dusk till dawn drinking session…   dance all you want! Sing all the songs you can sing! That includes kiss all the people you can kiss!!! Hekhekehek I woke up yesterday with headache, I feel like my head is going to blow. I have missed 15 calls and guess what?! I'm with someone… someone that I'm not familiar!! I hate it… I'm so fucked up…

 Took a shower… the person who's lying on the bed is still sleeping… I don't have idea how… ma head was really pounding like hell… went to bed again and the next thing I know that person was wakin me up saying goodbye… I really can't manage to stand up instead I nod and said take care and closed my eyes again.

 I woke up late afternoon and people buggin me of what had happened last night. The only thing I could remember was I arrived in my friends house hungry coz I woke up really late then they gave me a welcome drink which is tequila beer ''Drop Off'' , it's a stupid mix drink where in a shot glass of tequila dropped in a big glass of beer, the moment they drop the shot glass you have to drink it all or else it will drip all over the floor. I haven't eaten during that time… 5 minutes after I took that fuckin mix drink I feel like I'm floating in thin air gaspin and the rest is history.

 Moral lesson? Enough with the beer or cognac… start your day with tequila beer and end up in bed with a stranger… hekhekhek!